SpaceX makes history. What I am doing with my life?

I'm speechless. In awe. Humbled.
SpaceX did it.
Today, SpaceX landed their first stage.
I used to work 3 miles from their headquarters, making satellites that SpaceX would launch. Now I'm thousands of miles away vacationing in Thailand.

I can't help but think... what am I doing with my life? Will I ever get back to meet and surpass the impact I was making before? I hope and believe that I will.

CNN's article started with a funny, appropriate quote: "If at first you don't succeed, try until you make history."

Or that other quote: "Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better" And then... success